★kirara!! <33★ :
my bsf. died from su1cid3. I was 9, in math class, this was more towards the end of 4th grade, march 5th.. a day before my bday. she had gone to the bathroom, been out for almost 20 minutes. except, how I found out wasn't over the intercom. I had waited until I went to my next teacher's class, begged her to go to the bathroom to check on her. I ran. as fast as my little legs could go. I bursted into the bathroom and yelled her name. no answer. yelled her name again... still no answer. I looked over the stall and saw her laying motionless on the ground. I felt my heart sink. I ran to the office immediately. they had one of the school guardians go in, breaking down the stall door. they checked her pulse..nothing. she wasn't breathing. of course, I broke down, sobbing. my heart had completely shattered. I was already going through a bad depression at the time too, due to bullying. I went back to class, tears still streaming down my face. then the intercom said it, announcing her death. I started to uncontrollably sob. i got home that afternoon, I couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, I couldn't even watch TV. now I'm 13. still mourning her death. I miss her... so much. 🙁
2026-09-08 21:34:43