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gua perna diposisi ini, gaperna libatin siapapun cowo termasuk temen gua sendiri n ofc that's still a principle i hold till this day. but selama masi ngejalin hubungan, dulu "dia" yang perna gua anggep segalanya selalu ngelibatin cwe lain, bahkan gua sampai berkali kali nanya ke diri sendiri "what was i lacking?" :‹ the fvckin' worse part? in the end, he's still cheatin' behind my back while i gave him my best era, my effort, my time, n eventually my purest heart. he told her that he fallin' love w her padahal diposisi itu belum ada kata selesai sama sekali, he literally js wasted my time, yk? he told me that he's different than everyone, n he swear to God whenever he's cheatin' behind me, he'd die tomorrow, like wtf? n tbh, better he say on that day "we're over rn" n ofc i can accept that daripada gua harus ngebuang waktu sebanyak itu buat ngeliat dia pelan pelan nusuk gua dari belakang dengan semua kebohongan dia.
then yesterday, dia lancang dan semudah itu ngehubungin gua lagi n say that he missed me, he want that one last chance, while he literally doesn't even know wth he did to me on that fvckin' day 🤷🏻♀️
2026-09-09 02:49:22