Karma 396 :
indeed i find them cute as well, one of my favourite video games as a racoon as a thief really cute and fun game to be honest, now getting back to the reading, not that im used to the 5 of pentacles, im just stopping myself from getting out of it, because i think im gonna lose myself on the process and im going to hurt a lot of people in the process... it happened before lots of times and the amount of rage that i carry specially from this lifetime, i really dont know how long im gonna be able to hold it in, as long as im in that energy i can control it because im only going to blame myself, so if anything happens to me, its only to me and no one else, im just tired of seeing people getting hurt, and i dont want to add more hatred, hate generates hate, as long as i keep myself down i can bring people up even if that means me destroying myself in the process, its not that i dont feel worthy, which i do (but its not consistent), its more like "i have time, if not in this lifetime in another one", "let others get what they need want, let them be happy", my darkness is mine, my pain is mine, if it has to destroy or hurt anyone let it be me...
2026-09-09 08:43:04