@jayharrington_lapd: I know an apology does not fix what I did. I know my actions were unfathomable and I understand the severity of my doings. I am deeply ashamed and embarrassed. I love you and want you and will always love you and want you. There is no excuse for my actions. I promise to show you that and keep my promise. Loosing you would mean my life is over. You are my beginning my middle and my end. I will always fight for us. All you do is love me & give me everything. You make me feel so important and heard. I know if you could you would give me the world you would. I hurt you and I am so so so sorry. For someone who knows me better than anyone else, than anyone I’ve known for years. For someone who makes me feel like a queen, you deserve so much more. You deserve all the happiness & love in the world. I am truly sorry for what I did and how I made you feel. I want nothing more than to show you that you make me a better person and want to be a better person like you💗#jayharrington #today #swat #fypシ#fyp