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I lost the best part of my life.
Not long ago, we made it to seven years, and this year I was going to ask her to marry me. But plans changed, and now I feel like I lost a part of myself.There isn’t a day I don’t think about her. I wish I could see her smile, hear her voice, hold her, and feel her love again. Lust was my worst enemy, and it cost me everything. I regret what I did every single day.Maybe she will come back, maybe she won’t. That uncertainty is what hurts the most. But I know I will never love anyone the way I love her. My heart and soul still belong to her.
I pray to God every day and try to become a better man, hoping that one day she will see the change in me.Genesis 29:20 says, “So Jacob served seven years to get Rachel, but they seemed like only a few days to him because of his love for her.”I don’t know what the future holds, but I refuse to give up on the possibility of us. Some people are worth fighting for, worth changing for, and worth waiting for.
I lost her because of my mistakes. Now all I can do is become the man I should have been.
2026-09-18 01:10:45