I understand this feeling and I promise you it gets better and that it feels like a never ending doom but there is light out there and there will be people who will com into your life and look for you in rooms and think of you when they hear a funny joke or a song. I promise you people are out there looking for a soul like you 💓you are worth every breath you take💓 it gets better there is always a light in the darkness I promise. Much love I am praying for you