Maybe I owe you guys a little honesty, because I make confidence look a hell of a lot easier than it actually is. And if I’m going to ask you guys every night to put yourselves out there, face rejection, get in those boxes and do shit that scares you… then you should probably know what scares me. So here are some things I suck at. I suck at uncertainty. I overthink. I take things personally that probably have nothing to do with me. Sometimes I expect people to handle things the way I would handle them. I’m scared people won’t stay. I’m scared I’ll gain all my weight back. I’m scared that everything I’ve built online could disappear. And probably the hardest one for me to admit… I’m scared that you guys don’t actually like me. That you like The Jazzy Show. You like the boxes. You like the exposure. You like what I can offer you… but you don’t actually like me. And when you have hundreds of thousands of people following you, that sounds absolutely ridiculous to say out loud. But it’s true. So when I tell you to get in that box even though you’re scared someone might reject you, I’m not saying it because I’ve somehow figured out confidence. I’m saying it because I’m doing the exact same shiz every time I hit Go Live. We’re both putting ourselves in a position where somebody might not choose us. And maybe that’s what confidence actually is. Not knowing they’ll choose you… and showing up anyway. #speeddating #matchmaking #fyp #confidence - @coachjazzy_