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@😎eDrYbRoCkZz😎:well, it turns out same story here diff ending. mine is that i have to let it go. my heart my love so true yet its painful to be cheated ample of times. its been 8 years a scar is yet almost fading, been 9years ago. thought it all over, i felt that no more love i have to give anymore. its my heart that is saying, but not me. So i gave my heart a chance, but me, on the divorce journey, i stumbled alot kind of heavy downfall on me sometime i just wanna give up. But my heart, during stumble and downfall it just silence but when i say i wanna give up, there it is trying to stopped me and comfort me. But i believe it my heart and me already compromised agreed which somehow to be in the same path. So i just get to know someone, somehow my heart saying that this is the one, and i said NO. Just feel happy mo more than that. Its impossible for me n my heart to have more than just a pure happiness. Believing that i can't have that someone.. I said, have u not feel the consequences? My love for my kids is not there anymore. They were very little too young to know all of what been through. Pleaseee.. don't hurt us anymore. I hope that somesay someone will know why that she is so special to me n treat inh her special. I have lost the knowledge all about LOVE.. I only Like her to be around me with funny jokes and laugh.. I only like the feeling of happiness.. its enough for me already but for my heart it felt full of contentment and want more out of it..
I will tell it that in time, she will really left me all by myself... All so alone and that she will walk her life with her loved ones. And what about me and my heart?.. Just all alone with this little fragile of my heart. Only to make it felt happy and peace. The only thing i should do, is that only to just listen and comfort it. When all this while it kept me safe, kept me alive. Being truly sincere, while i only have to make it feel the true happiness. It really should deserves that... And just that, until one day it will completely stop beating...and i will always be with my heart... till the very lasts..
2026-09-14 10:49:23