Jay_Tee_Jay :
I don’t even know how to say this anymore, but I’m tired. I miss who I was before all of this. I miss my spark, my real happiness, and the smile that used to come from my heart.
You hurt me in ways I don’t think you’ll ever fully understand. I became quiet. I started overthinking everything, questioning myself, replaying the past, and wondering why I wasn’t enough. I kept forgiving, understanding, and giving chances while quietly losing pieces of myself.
The worst part is that I can laugh, smile, and be around people while feeling completely empty inside. I don’t recognize myself anymore, and sometimes I just wish I could wake up and find out none of this ever happened.
I cared about you deeply, and that’s why it hurt this much. But I’m tired of carrying this pain. I don’t want revenge or answers anymore. I just want peace. I want to let go of what happened, find the person I lost, and feel alive again.
I can forgive you without forgetting what you did to me. And I can still care about you while finally choosing myself.
2026-09-13 09:19:07