paupau :
Yup, it’s been 3 years now since i’ve been longing. This is going to be my last repost and comment about him. I’ll finally move forward and will completely focus on my own healing. I’m going to erase the thought of waiting for him to come back—he won’t. I found out he has someone‚ what he went through, how he suffered and all. I am happy and content that he is being loved, but it isn’t from me now. I am relieved that he survived—i am still suffering. I loved him, and I still do, but that won’t change the fact that he already has someone while i’ve been waiting. To my biel, I never regret loving you, I am glad that I met someone like you—that I was loved by you. Thank you for everything, i’ll stop now. And if there’s even a chance to go back into that past? I’d ignore your message, I won’t entertain it, not because I don’t love you that time. But because I wanna save you from me, I want to save you from drowning in me. I love you, my biel. I always do. I am not going to move forward because I do not love you anymore, but it is the right thing to do, for you and for me. I won’t bother you and your woman. Let’s live and love separately now. And I just hope that one day, i’d finally let someone to love me more than you did, to the point that I don’t have to compare him to you. I’m not going to entertain anyone, i’ll let God handle it. Just live your life to the fullest, and be happy, Bhry. —Your miss writer, penguin, wifey, Hella.
2026-09-14 02:30:44