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I saw her in a TikTok video. I was scrolling randomly and stumbled upon her. At first, I never imagined it would blow up like this. I liked the vid, followed her, and sent her a message. I wasn't necessarily expecting a reply, but she answered, and we started talking. I told her she was cute, and then we flirted. I was attentive to her, and we became a couple, but I had to end the rs less than a month later cuz my ex was harassing me. She was threatening to find her account and harass her, and I didn't want that. So, I not only had to lie to her but also break up with her and it broke me when i was forced to do that and i ask her to wait for me. She was patient, and during that time, I tried to take care of her, to make up for my mistake, and she was cute w me, carring and lovely. She was cringe sometimes but it was also funny. She's the first who introduced me to her mother and told her family about me, and she motivated me. I was ready to introduce her to my mother's family at some point to see where our relationship could go, not caring about their opinion cuz they are homophobic. I looked after her, I saw her as a pearl, treasure, despite We had arguments and misunderstandings, but she started to distance herself from me, to change, and apparently she was talking to another girl and blocked me to be with her and force me to move on. I know she'll never see this com, but I know I made mistakes, i know u never go back to ur ex but baby, it was an incident, i never meant to, it doesn't take away the love I still have for u but I take responsibility for that, my intention wasn't to hurt u. Since you left, my life has gone to hell, I've become unlucky, but they always do, the only chance I hope for is ur return, u brighten my days so much no matter what u do, and I promise to express mslf more. And it's ruining my mental state and my nights... I miss you, I'm supposed to not love you, but I can't, I've tried sh, but I still love you, and it's driving me crazy cuz Idk why I love you that much. I'm sorry for my words that hurt u and made u doubt my love for u and my promises. I know u're happy with who u're with, and I hope u keep that smile. I love you hbiba J 🤍
2026-10-06 20:35:53