unknownuser :
sometimes,i feel invisible,i feel like they don't see me. because when i'm surrounded by people with their friend's,i ask myself "do people don't want to be with me?,do people hate me?,or,maybe they just don't have time to be with me?",because all i just ever wanted was to be seen and noticed. and when i see people having fun while i'm just right there sitting all alone with no one to talk or laugh with. and when my friend's are with somebody else,and i just always say to my mind that i wanna go home already because i don't wanna feel like embarrassed here,like it's just actually so awkward being seen to be like that. and i just want to have someone beside me that will always be there when i'm lonely. but i'm not being dramatic,i just want to be seen and noticed,i want to have someone that will comfort me,make me laugh. and what i am feeling is so melancholy,because i can't explain what i am feeling 'cause it's so deep,i'm so exhausted to be unseen,am i being overlooked?,maybe i'm just being resilient too much. but yea i just realized that i'm too much,i care too much,i do too much,i think too much,i try too much,i feel too much,i give too much,i love too much,i worry too much,i hurt too much,i hope too much,i dream too much,i forgive too much,i understand too much,i stay too much,i wait too much,i hold on too much,i apologize too much,i overthink too much,i remember too much,i trust too much,i help too much,i hide too much,i pretend too much,i cry in silence too much,i get attached too much,i get tired too much,i get hurt too much,i want to be loved too much,i want to be seen too much,i want to be noticed too much,yea that's how i actually feel to myself. and i feel like i don't have confidence to myself. and everytime people ask me why i'm so quiet,i always lie to them that i'm just so lazy to talk,but deep inside,i actually want someone to talk with. and i'm slowly realizing that i'm being used to always be alone,i eat alone,i write alone,i sit alone,and i walk alone,and i'm not begging for someone to come with me,because i just wait for them to let me come with them,and when they let me come,i feel so happy because there's finally a person who wants to be wi
2026-09-27 11:11:57