🛸🚀 lover 🧪🥼 :
"I love my partner more than my friends" / "I love my friends more than my partner"
love isn't a competition, love is the feeling and the actions of what your heart wants to choose more, I love my friends and partner equally but I will always choose my partner because he means a lot to me, it isn't about lust, it's not about happiness, it's about how my heart always choose him even when I try to walk towards my friends, my soul yearns for warmth where my friends can't hold, the back my head itch where my friends can't scratch. Love isn't a competition, it is who your soul chooses every time, I love my partner more because I know my soul will always choose him over anything this world offers me, lust is just another part of what we CAN do, happiness is just another part where we CAN experience, but the thing I love most is I can stay beside him so silently and yet, I feel as if I talked to him for so long, friends will give you a reason to walk, they will show you the right way when you can't see, but a partner will hold you even when you thought you couldn't stand again, they can make you feel so happy when you thought you can't be more happy, if your partner isn't like this, then you picked the wrong one, and I love my partner, I just can't help but choose my partner, better doesn't = wanting to choose over them, no one would choose someone better over their current best friend or partner, so why judge me for not choosing my best friend over my partner, my love for my partner isn't romantic or platonic, I just love him as him, nothing can change my heart the way he fitted into my soul.
And to my partner who will obviously read this later. our life and experience is for only us and that is beautiful, I never see you in a lustful way, I will always see your eyes as if they were mine own, your eyes are far away from me and yet I could see your eyes shine so bright as if they were stars among the moon from the horizon, your soul is pure and yet mine isn dirty, for that, I will stay by your side and be your villain. You are never the answer, you were my first thought, you were my and always will be my first letter, my first word, my first beloved.
2026-09-15 11:32:23