@ishapokharel5: When you are mentally prepared for everything but your body isn’t supporting you how helpless you feel? 6 months !!its 6 months of illness already and for what i am suffering ? Nothing !! Just to be independent? Yes but how long i can force myself ? How long i can pretend tobe okay? How long is this pain going along with me ? Really i am very happy mentally perfectly fine life has been like a fairytale somehow 🦢 but i am tired of bearing this pain and now i cant i just cant bear it anymore !!