𓆩ིྀ𝔎𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫𓆪ིྀ :
I was never bullied, but one thing that changed my perspective is seeing guy’s online with like a slim cunty waist, and like when they have big biceps and a lean waist, I got jealous over it I saw myself as chubby I wanted their bodies I want to be skinny, I would forget about that and then I remember my friends that have skinny waists naturally, they were born with it. I wish I was born with a body like theirs, all they do is work their arms and little waist work outs. I feel insecure about me being short and like my face isn’t that smooth. I always wish I was different I hate on how I look and I blame my country’s genes for it, I wish I was tall, tan skin, green eyes, brunette with curly hair or whatever, I have black like brown eyes, black hair. I always think I’m not attractive cause of how I look. My standards became so high I wore colored contacts to change my eye color, I dyed my hair un-natural colors to not show I have black hair, I bought tall platform shoes to make myself look taller, I use a corset to make my waist smaller. I wish I was still like the little me that didn’t care about those little things.
2026-09-13 10:56:26