@ashwayneeee: You still find yourself thinking, they would have loved this, before remembering that you can’t tell them anymore. And maybe that’s what I’ve been doing, circling around the memories of us, trying to find a place where the past doesn’t hurt so much. I used to think letting go meant forgetting. That healing meant waking up one day and suddenly feeling nothing. But I’m learning that sometimes you can move forward while a small part of you still looks back. You can wish someone well and still miss them. You can accept that they’re no longer yours and still quietly wonder what life would have been like if things had turned out differently. Maybe I stayed in your orbit for so long because leaving meant admitting that the future I imagined with you was never going to happen. And that was a future I had already loved. So I’m learning to step away from your gravity. Not because you meant nothing to me, but because you meant so much that I almost forgot how to exist outside of you. I don’t know if I’ll ever stop caring completely. Maybe I don’t need to. Maybe someday, I’ll look at the distance between us and realize that I’m no longer trying to find my way back. I’ll simply be grateful that, for a while, our lives crossed, and that I got to love you, even if I eventually had to learn how to love you from far away. #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #fypシ #digitaldiary #unsaidthoughts #fyp

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Sunday 13 September 2026 10:03:08 GMT