@i12siii: I miss the person I used to be before everything started feeling so heavy. I miss the way I used to smile without forcing it, laugh without thinking about it, and enjoy the little things without feeling like something was missing. Somewhere along the way, I changed, and sometimes I don't even recognize the person I've become. I don't know exactly when I lost that version of myself, but I wish I could go back and find him again. I miss who I was before life made me overthink everything, before certain things changed me, before I learned how it feels to carry so much inside and say nothing. I just miss the old me... the me who didn't know how much things could hurt.