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To my Gian, i miss you a lot, im sorry for suffocating you, i realized my mistakes too late but i can’t help it lalo na kapag im getting anxious. It’s my fault din kasi I’m always asking you not to leave me, not to abandoned me, I overthink a lot and I understand kung bakit ka lumayo sa’kin. Sorry for falling for you, I feel like it’s not the main reason kung bakit ka lumayo sa’kin kasi as far as I know alam ko na aware ka, na matagal na kitang gusto. It’s my fault for asking too much that you get tired and nasasakal na kita. Idk, but i’m still waiting for you to comeback, to make things right. Ang tagal na nating hindi nag uusap, na no contact tayo. I badly want to reach out again pero hindi mo pa rin sineseen last chat ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit mas mahal kita kaysa sa sarili ko, it’s my fault na minahal kita ng sobra habang hineheal mo yung sarili mo. I hope na bumalik ka sa’kin. I’m scared na mawala ka ng tuluyan sa buhay ko. It’s not getting better without youuu. Palagi kita napapanaginipan na okay na tayo and chinecheck ko yung cellphone ko kung totoo nga pero panaginip lang pala, it feels so real. Sa pag gising ko, sa pagkain, pagpasok sa school, sa byahe, at bago matulog, palagi ka nasa isip ko. Gian, babalik ka pa ba? Ang bigat bigat talaga :c
2026-09-20 09:34:29