@fy3716: I’ve reached a point where I don’t even understand what’s happening to me anymore. Sometimes I just shut down out of nowhere, like someone pulled the plug. I stop feeling things. I don’t feel the people around me, and sometimes I don’t even feel myself. I’m just here… trying to get through the day, trying to convince myself that somehow, someday, I’ll be okay. And I keep asking myself… Who am I exhausting myself for? For someone who chose to leave? For someone who was too scared to face things? For someone who gave up on me so easily while I was willing to do everything just to make us work? Why am I the one carrying all this pain? I don’t want revenge. I don’t want him to regret it. I don’t even want him back anymore. I just want to be okay. I want to wake up one day without this heaviness in my chest. I want to laugh genuinely again, without pretending. I want to sleep without my mind constantly asking, “Why?” I want to feel like myself again. I don’t want anything big. I just want to get better. To feel okay. To feel alive. To feel like me again. But there’s one question I still don’t have an answer for… When? #fyp #viral #sadstory