@samanthacostlow: This is a really vulnerable post and typing these out made me realize how ridiculous some of these are but your brain has a funny way of flipping your own trauma on you Post Partum and making you fearful of everyone including yourself in order to protect your baby. If it wasn’t the extensive therapy I had gone through before having him I don’t know how I could’ve made it through some of the thoughts and be able to actually function. I will forever make sure my mental is in a good place to be the best mother I can be for my boy #postpartum #postpartumocd #firsttimemom #youngmom #sahmlife

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caylee.harris20
Caylee Harris :
I’m so sorry you are struggling with this :( you are an amazing mom and deserve amazing thoughts!
2026-09-14 03:55:38
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rokiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
roki :
omg this made me cry girl I hope all mothers are okay 🥹
2026-09-14 08:48:53
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neraiaaa
Neraiaaa :
you're so strong and I think you're an amazing mother and squishy loves you and is so safe with you 💛 never forget that:)
2026-09-14 04:11:16
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irlbratzdollx
𝓔𝓵𝓵𝓲𝓮 - 𝓷𝓪𝓽𝓪𝓼𝓱𝓪❤️ :
this one hit home hard, made my partner change him and clean him because I was convincing myself it was sa, convinced myself everything I done was abuse, took months to believe family weren't going to kill him if I left him with them
2026-09-14 11:50:01
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itsmezarziee
itsmezarziee :
So brave mom , girl don’t worry we also here to protect squishy and you
2026-09-14 06:10:21
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lettymedra
Letty Medrano280 :
The “I need to unalive myself to keep him safe but I can’t leave him or someone will hurt him” part is one my mind will not let go of
2026-09-14 06:49:44
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blondie.lifts
blondie.lifts :
This is soooooo relatable sweet girl 🥹 you’re doing so good
2026-09-14 12:21:09
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julietatx
juliet :
i promise you’re an amazing mom for little squish, better than most 🥹
2026-09-14 03:57:09
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selsea0
sea :
If it helps, i hope to be as good of a mother to my future kids as you are to squishy squish❤️
2026-09-14 04:02:33
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khxt_
K :
oh mama :( sending u many many hugs
2026-09-14 06:49:59
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marcyhatcher
Marcy🥹🫰🐞 :
you do amazing mama
2026-09-14 04:01:11
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sculptedbyrome
Sculptedbyrome :
Omg🥺 im so sorry this did give me more insights
2026-09-14 04:49:23
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jooceeelynnnnnn
Jocelyn Jade🩷 :
I don’t know you personally but you are such a great mama from what I can see your baby is so chubby and cute you’re giving him all the Milkies and love you can possibly give i personally am going through the worst pp depression I’ve ever experienced so I understand how hard it is !!! But you are loved and needed I’m always here if you need a friend ❤️❤️
2026-09-14 05:09:00
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moevhope
MamaHope 🇨🇦 :
hugs mama, seeing your videos, you are an amazing mom and one of the good ones. I'll say you are a better one than me (suffering with pp rage), I can see that you love squish and is the best person to be his mom
2026-09-14 05:23:39
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lovely.labi
labiba :
:( omg
2026-09-14 04:15:14
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meerbalajbizinjo
Mir Balaj bizinjo :
pretty and gorgeous 🥰
2026-09-14 06:24:43
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stefnia_a
Stefnia :
You are doing such an incredible job! Proud of you. 🩷 All love, happiness and peace in mind ✨️
2026-09-14 04:27:36
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lovely.labi
labiba :
you’re an amazing mom!!
2026-09-14 04:15:18
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kxlima
kalima :
omg stop I’m gonna cry I hope you know he’s safe with such a great mother 💕
2026-09-14 03:55:56
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shleepygurl
shleepygurl :
I have these extreme thoughts to I didn’t know it was OCD I thought I was just paranoid and there was something wrong with me
2026-09-14 05:51:00
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