@myfragilsoul: i think my mental health will one day be the death of me. I had been feeling good these past couple weeks despite that one relapse i had. I had actually been doing pretty okay. But of course that didn’t last and now i just feel like everything is crashing down on me. Another thing weighing down on my mental health has been my crush. I have to stop letting my emotions be dependent on the people i love. Know that she’ll never like me back has been killing me. I hate this. i hate that i can only have small moments of happiness. Im such a mood killer, a horrible person, a bother. I fucking hate everything about myself. #digitaldiary #vent #cutecore #rilakkuma #pink y’know what sounds like a good idea right now? confessing how i feel to her and ending it. . don’t worry about, im like about to be on my period so im probably being fucking dramatic.