Jojo :
I gotta share this as a shy mf with whole packed lotta anxiety.
So there was this girl that I was friends with since my childhood. I liked her ever since I was like 7/8 yo. We were friends and used to play w eachother every evening after school and our houses were quite close too. Then, it was the quarantine phase, so we got locked up in our homes basically, we weren't able to see each other for like 4-5 years. So, when the quarantine ended, and our physical classes started, we basically had stopped talking. And time flew by, yet I still liked her and couldn't talk to her bc I believed she would have forgotten me and already have someone in her life. So, I was too scared to confess to her.
one day, at the end of my 9th grade, my friends forced me into her classroom when she was alone, and I confessed my feelings to her. She even accepted it on the spot. Then we started dating, but I could never overcome my anxiety. I couldn't talk to her face-to-face irl because of my insecurities and would always ask for forgiveness in messages. We only used to text each other even though our houses were just a min far. Days went by like this, and it'd been 2 years yet I never overcome my anxiety and insecurities. Finally she decided she'd deserve more and left me saying she was bored.
and I don't even blame her, I'd liked her for almost half of my life, I'm 19 rn. we broke up an year ago, I was just a loser back then. I still am, but at least I've overcame my fears now. I still miss her to this day, she's moved on and the week we broke up, she'd already find someone else for her. I'm just happy that she's with someone she admires and I just hope she always stays safe and happy. I'm really sorry nana 💔
2026-09-15 09:53:21