@ryanthedeepend: Replying to @John Doe I was scared of a lot of things. #addiction #recoverytok #recovery #wellness #healing

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Ryan | ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ᴇɴᴅ
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username19008.hc
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nothing better than having a smart watch or a phone that could monitor heart rates and seeing your heartbeat hitting 160bpm and actively thinking you're dying
2026-09-14 19:07:59
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jlangsdnb
JlangsDnB :
So relatable. Such dark times.
2026-09-15 19:35:18
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marksmith274
Mark Smith :
Had a mate last year who dropped down dead and was found by his daughter. he was 53 tests shown he had powder in his system. I didn’t have a clue he was doing it but does explain a lot when we used to go out. His daughter was so upset and angry she used to go to his grave daily until she found out and she called me to ask if I knew. Sad
2026-09-14 20:32:33
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ayenarnar
Ayenarnar :
What music did you listen to at the time of using and did it have an impact?
2026-09-15 12:07:57
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uncydel
UncyDel :
Have you had a proper health check up since you stopped using? To reassure you of any long term damage?
2026-09-14 19:22:22
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lanezslatez
lanezdevs122 :
Your videos are so important, you articulate yourself so well.
2026-09-14 20:59:39
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itzxdustin
ItzxDustin :
That’s best case scenario
2026-09-15 07:20:35
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myeyesarejustholograms
Kiki :
Do you have any lasting health impacts?
2026-09-15 11:00:34
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problematiclibra
problematiclibra :
I’d love to have see your oura ring
2026-09-14 20:45:51
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user1286687058410
ben :
in my experience it's often the feeling that you can't get the bare minimum done unless you get on it being scared doesn't really factor, cause you're just so focused on keeping going
2026-09-15 07:44:15
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slowradio
RadioTok Snippets :
During my long solo sessions, I was terrified that my heart would stop or I’d have a heart attack. At the end of my session days, I’d write letters detailing how much I’d taken and for how long so that the hypothetical first responders would be able to know what had happened. Insane when I think about it 😳
2026-09-14 19:11:42
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user8380290727983
user8380290727983 :
Only ever worried about not waking up
2026-09-14 21:01:25
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kjones261
kjones261 :
🙋‍♂️
2026-09-14 19:07:39
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