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I thought God made a mistake kwiGender yam. The king of darkness confused my mind about my identity that I thought I was meant to be a boy. Just because I grew up with boys playing with them nendlela ke ekwacasba ndimbi ngayo🤣. I grew up ndithanda nje udlala namakhwenkwe nkosyam and I saw nothing wrong with that but I think uSatan used that to make me lose my way ebudaleni sendisindisiwe😭 I became a lesbian! I was so sure about that life to a point of planning to marry a woman one day. I can’t lie I did not understand what was happening but obviously uSatan gave me his explanations nam ndithathe ndidibanise ba “Haymarn uyazbona nawe oko wawkhule unguNongayi” “Look at your parents’ marriage, look at how your mother ended up with your father” “You almost got rapped, men are all the same” there were many things that made sense according to me😅 What’s even more crazy is the fact that when I was saved back in 2015, none of these thoughts ever crossed my mind I think because I was not exposed to so many things that I got exposed to in tertiary. I fell, I sinned, I lost my purpose, lost my spark, my peace, my true being, my true light! I lost every part of me that was ZINTLE! 🥺Along the way I started to notice all these losses because the world has tribulations and it’s King is never there to help you uyazbonela🥱🤞, God whispered to me and told me to look back from when I lost my life and I saw 2 years-2020& 2022 these are the years that my life took a turn for the worst.  2026 January I accepted Jesus to be the Lord and saviour of my life and I took a decision to change my life with God. I did not believe that it will be possible because I was still dating, drinking smoking and everything. I did not know how I will ever leave the partner I spent 3 years of my life with, it was hard and painful but I saw the hand of the Lord picking me up and holding me tight. He showed me his Love and no other love mattered. He showed me his mercy, I felt his peace 😭🤍🙌He reminded me of my Purpose🤍🙌.  TODAY, I can BODLY DECLARE THAT MY LIFE BELONGS TO JESUS🙌🤍.  I can’t wait to buy my first Girly outfit, Do my hair 😭🥹🥹❤️I can’t wait to embrace the woman of God in me! After 6 years of living like a boy😭😭🤞 Glory belongs to Him.🤍🙌 But Christ, as the Son, is in charge of God’s entire house. And we are God’s house, if we keep our courage and remain confident in our hope in Christ.” ‭‭Hebrews‬ ‭3‬:‭6‬ ‭NLT‬‬
I thought God made a mistake kwiGender yam. The king of darkness confused my mind about my identity that I thought I was meant to be a boy. Just because I grew up with boys playing with them nendlela ke ekwacasba ndimbi ngayo🤣. I grew up ndithanda nje udlala namakhwenkwe nkosyam and I saw nothing wrong with that but I think uSatan used that to make me lose my way ebudaleni sendisindisiwe😭 I became a lesbian! I was so sure about that life to a point of planning to marry a woman one day. I can’t lie I did not understand what was happening but obviously uSatan gave me his explanations nam ndithathe ndidibanise ba “Haymarn uyazbona nawe oko wawkhule unguNongayi” “Look at your parents’ marriage, look at how your mother ended up with your father” “You almost got rapped, men are all the same” there were many things that made sense according to me😅 What’s even more crazy is the fact that when I was saved back in 2015, none of these thoughts ever crossed my mind I think because I was not exposed to so many things that I got exposed to in tertiary. I fell, I sinned, I lost my purpose, lost my spark, my peace, my true being, my true light! I lost every part of me that was ZINTLE! 🥺Along the way I started to notice all these losses because the world has tribulations and it’s King is never there to help you uyazbonela🥱🤞, God whispered to me and told me to look back from when I lost my life and I saw 2 years-2020& 2022 these are the years that my life took a turn for the worst. 2026 January I accepted Jesus to be the Lord and saviour of my life and I took a decision to change my life with God. I did not believe that it will be possible because I was still dating, drinking smoking and everything. I did not know how I will ever leave the partner I spent 3 years of my life with, it was hard and painful but I saw the hand of the Lord picking me up and holding me tight. He showed me his Love and no other love mattered. He showed me his mercy, I felt his peace 😭🤍🙌He reminded me of my Purpose🤍🙌. TODAY, I can BODLY DECLARE THAT MY LIFE BELONGS TO JESUS🙌🤍. I can’t wait to buy my first Girly outfit, Do my hair 😭🥹🥹❤️I can’t wait to embrace the woman of God in me! After 6 years of living like a boy😭😭🤞 Glory belongs to Him.🤍🙌 But Christ, as the Son, is in charge of God’s entire house. And we are God’s house, if we keep our courage and remain confident in our hope in Christ.” ‭‭Hebrews‬ ‭3‬:‭6‬ ‭NLT‬‬

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