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raii🐨 :
are we learning or yearning?
2026-09-15 04:35:44
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appa :
you came up to me first. you were the one who liked me first, you were the one who kept making an effort, kept talking to me, kept finding ways to make me like you back. and eventually, i did. i started liking you too, kasi you made me feel like you genuinely wanted me in your life. before, parang hindi pwedeng hindi tayo mag-usap. you always had time for me, you always made an effort to talk to me. but now? i don't even know what happened. you only talk to me kapag gusto mo, or kapag hindi kayo naglalaro ng ML. like, i'm not mad that you play ML, pero how come you always have time to play, but suddenly you don't have time to even talk to me? you can go a whole week without talking to me now. you can leave me on seen for like 10 hours and act like it's completely normal. and i'm supposed to just sit here and understand? i kept trying to understand you. i kept making excuses for you kasi i didn't want to think that maybe you just didn't care as much anymore. but eventually, napagod din ako. and yes, i'm the one who ended it. i'm the one who said goodbye. i'm the one who finally told you how i felt. but i didn't end things because i stopped liking you. i ended it because i was already hurting. what was i supposed to do? keep waiting for you to talk to me? keep wondering when you'll finally have time for me? keep pretending that being ignored for days doesn't hurt? you made me like you in the first place, and now i'm the one who's forced to walk away because staying is hurting me more than leaving. i didn't end it because i wanted to lose you. i ended it because i needed peace of mind. and honestly, that's what hurts the most. i would've stayed if you still made me feel like you wanted me there. but i can't keep holding onto someone who's already making me feel so easy to let go of.
2026-09-15 11:58:31
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kyle. :
Samin nabagyo, tas sya may bago.
2026-09-15 04:14:30
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jem :
Totoong tayo o may kayo?
2026-09-15 02:07:12
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CLEEVER :
kanino na?
2026-09-24 20:46:22
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than🐌 :
komaen lang nasaktan pa
2026-09-22 03:02:05
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to my avoidant baby, I won’t beg this time. Not because I stopped caring, but because I’m starting to understand that love shouldn’t feel like I have to keep proving I’m worth staying for. I see you. Even in your silence. I notice how you disappear when things get overwhelming, how you choose distance over confrontation. And I’ve tried, I really did, to meet you where you are without losing myself in the process. But loving you quietly has been the loudest pain I’ve ever felt. I kept telling myself na “intindihin mo s’ya, gan’to lang talaga siya” while slowly, ako naman yung nauubos. I stayed patient, I stayed soft, even when I felt ignored, even when I felt like I was the only one holding on. And maybe you’ll never fully realize how much I chose you in moments where it would’ve been easier to walk away. I don’t hate you. I don’t blame you. But I’m finally accepting that I can’t be the only one fighting for something that’s supposed to be ours. If you ever come across this, I hope you understand that I didn’t leave because I stopped loving you. I stepped back because I had to start choosing myself too. And if one day you learn how to stay, I hope you remember someone once loved you this gently, this patiently, this real. But for now, I’m letting go of the version of you that only exists when it’s convenient. Still soft, just not losing myself anymore.
2026-09-26 02:50:50
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ITZ-C2GREENTEA :
It honestly feels unfair… kasi ikaw naman yung unang pumasok sa buhay ko. I wasn’t the one who looked for you, hindi kita hinanap—ikaw yung nag-initiate, ikaw yung unang nagparamdam na may something, na may meaning lahat. You made it feel real, like hindi lang siya temporary. I wasn’t even searching for anyone, pero somehow, naging part ka ng everyday life ko. As time went by, nasanay ako sa’yo—sa presence mo, sa way mo makipag-usap, sa kung paano mo ako tratuhin. You made me feel seen, like I actually mattered, na ako yung gusto mo, na ako yung pipiliin mo. Pero ngayon, I can’t help but think… maybe you didn’t really love me, maybe you just loved how I made you feel. Yung care ko, yung pag-stay ko, yung pag-intindi ko sa’yo. But when it came to actually choosing me, to standing firm sa kung anong meron tayo—you couldn’t do it. Hindi ka naging sure, hindi ka naging consistent. Hindi ako manhid. I notice everything. Napapansin ko yung small changes—yung paglayo mo, yung pagiging inconsistent mo, yung mga moments na parang wala ka na. I can clearly see kung sino yung mas nag-eeffort, kung sino yung mas may pakialam, at kung sino yung mas natatakot mawala yung isa. Alam ko rin na kinakausap mo lang ako kapag gusto mo—when you feel okay, when you’re happy, when it’s convenient for you. But did you ever realize na kaya kitang intindihin kahit anong pinagdadaanan mo? Even at your lowest, I was willing to be there, to make you feel na hindi ka nag-iisa. I was ready to stay—not just sa good days mo, but even sa worst ones. Ramdam ko kung kailan nag-iiba yung trato mo. I know when you’re no longer sure. Kahit wala kang sabihin, naiintindihan ko na kung anong nangyayari sa atin. I’m not stupid—I just chose to stay, kahit alam ko na yung truth. And the truth is… kahit nakikita ko na lahat clearly, pinili ko pa ring manatili—kahit ramdam ko na unti-unti, nagiging one-sided na lang lahat.
2026-09-15 06:57:39
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jLjLjL-J@m3s! :
sayo na pre
2026-09-15 04:22:58
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it's me richhhhh :
sit with me?
2026-09-22 11:26:15
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Rxjin :
Deceived, hurt, toyed with, relied on, abandoned, neglected, ignored, betrayed, replaced, abandoned, used, wasted, forgotten, forgotten, underappreciated, not kept, not chosen, not fought for, not taken seriously, bored, lied to, secret, hidden, away, replaced, set aside, put aside, pushed away, tortured, crushed, destroyed, torn, ignored, option only, pastime, cover hole, reserve, second only, not chosen, not priority, just on the side, always late, just waiting , set aside first, unimportant, replaced immediately, when nothing else, just used, ignored, undervalued, always next, not prioritized, just extra, not included in the plan, not thinking, not upheld, easy to let go, easy to forget, always substituted, uncertain, not chosen every day, backburner, second choice, backup plan, plan B, fallback, reserve, spare option, afterthought, last resort, taken for granted, set aside, Left behind, overlooked, unprioritized, unchosen, second best, not the first pick, just in case, placeholder, rebound. overall I'm all "cheated, hurt, played with, hoped for, abandoned, abandoned, ignored, betrayed, traded, abandoned, used, wasted, forgotten, forgotten, unappreciated, not kept, not chosen, not fought for, not taken seriously, bored, lied to, hidden, hidden, distanced, replaced, set aside, pushed away, tortured, crushed, destroyed, torn apart , option only, pastime, cover hole, reserve, second only, not chosen, not priority, just on the side, always late, just waiting, put aside first, it doesn't matter, replaced immediately, when nothing else, just used, not overlooked, undervalued, always next, not prioritized, just extra, not included in the plan, not thinking, not affirmed, easy to let go, easy to forget, always in return, not sure, not chosen every day, Backburner, second choice, backup plan, plan B, fallback, reserve, spare option, afterthought, last resort, taken for granted, set aside.
2026-10-28 01:00:35
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HATRED :
sagot niya nung nag confess ako
2026-09-15 11:13:31
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C :
oh kanino na
2026-09-15 22:22:26
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˚➳ 𝓐𝗅𝗂𝗓𝗂𝖺➴ෆ˚! :
to my avoidant baby, I won’t beg this time. Not because I stopped caring, but because I’m starting to understand that love shouldn’t feel like I have to keep proving I’m worth staying for. I see you. Even in your silence. I notice how you disappear when things get overwhelming, how you choose distance over confrontation. And I’ve tried, I really did, to meet you where you are without losing myself in the process. But loving you quietly has been the loudest pain I’ve ever felt. I kept telling myself na “intindihin mo s’ya, gan’to lang talaga siya” while slowly, ako naman yung nauubos. I stayed patient, I stayed soft, even when I felt ignored, even when I felt like I was the only one holding on. And maybe you’ll never fully realize how much I chose you in moments where it would’ve been easier to walk away. I don’t hate you. I don’t blame you. But I’m finally accepting that I can’t be the only one fighting for something that’s supposed to be ours. If you ever come across this, I hope you understand that I didn’t leave because I stopped loving you. I stepped back because I had to start choosing myself too. And if one day you learn how to stay, I hope you remember someone once loved you this gently, this patiently, this real. But for now, I’m letting go of the version of you that only exists when it’s convenient. Still soft, just not losing myself anymore
2026-09-16 07:53:28
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malunggay pandesal :
boss nakita ko siya May iba🥹🥀
2026-09-19 17:21:40
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CMB • JOSEPH |•A🌪️⚡ :
miss mo?
2026-09-18 10:21:24
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🎀⁷ :
Kanino na?
2026-09-15 02:56:49
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MORK :
kanino na?
2026-09-25 05:20:17
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Ayumie.shanexx♡¹⁰⁰⁹× ᵉⁿ⁻⁷ :
To my Ex Suitor It honestly feels unfair kasi ikaw naman yung unang pumasok sa buhay ko. I wasn’t the one who looked for you, hindi kita hinanan, ikaw yung nag-initiate, ikaw yung unang nagparamdam na may something, na may meaning lahat, and somehow naging part kana Ng everyday life ko. I'm sorry din kasi hindi naging Tayo, at napagod kalangch. I know na may someone else kana, Yung tao na nag-entertain sayo while i was focused on my studies. As time went by, you started losing hope. You stopped, because you felt like a prisoner. I'm So Sorry My Andrew at least you used to be. (don't mind the errors this was made by a broken heart)
2026-10-11 06:44:45
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DS Rush :
Biglang nag BACKREAD
2026-10-02 10:44:17
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VAIER :
3 years of liking her maybe that's enough.
2026-10-02 11:09:47
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cocomallow. :
learning while yearning ba to?
2026-09-18 16:07:17
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walang kanin bossing :
ako una bumitaw mean i didn't love you but thats not true kaya ako bumitaw kasi i know na u broke the rule of your parents that study sa muna pero minahal kita sobra kaso kasalanan konaman kasi ako una bumitaw eh..
2026-09-17 05:18:06
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𝔊𝔞𝔦𝔩🚫 :
Ehem larawan
2026-09-22 10:36:19
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rai rai :
kanino na
2026-09-21 11:04:27
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