I feel you, and I think knowing too much and being a grown ass adult is part of the reason for all this, unfortunately. Most of the people who feel this way are the ones who genuinely care about their families, friends, the people around them, and the country as a whole. We know the mess we are in, but we feel like we cannot do anything about it. We have become powerless.
I am not that spiritual either, but about the feeling you experienced at church, I do not think it was all delusion. I know what is happening in some Ethiopian churches today. Sometimes, even people who do not know God or consider themselves religious do not do the kind of injustice or harm to their fellow brothers and sisters that we see from some people in the church. But despite all of this, and despite my own mess and struggles, I still choose to believe in God. You should too.
The Holy Spirit really can bring comfort and joy even when you have nothing. I think that is what you felt before. I do not think it was just delusion. It is a different kind of joy, one that does not come with that dopamine drop feeling afterward.
2026-09-15 12:50:19
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Zelaki ዘላቂ :
Searching for ultimate meaning in an indifferent universe is like chasing the horizon—the farther you drift into the infinite, the less you find. Science relentlessly breaks the world down into mechanics without offering a why, while philosophy stacks endless questions until the ground dissolves beneath you. Neither provides a final landing spot, leaving an unanchored life to spin into a chaotic mess.
Choosing to frame yourself within a set construct isn't about discovering an absolute truth; it is an act of essential self-preservation. Just as a painting requires a border to separate the art from the blank wall behind it, defining your own boundaries gives your existence structure. You don't need the universe to have a grand design to live with intention—you simply need to build a frame sturdy enough to hold you together.
2026-09-15 19:46:06
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meow :
I feel you, I wish I wasn't as aware😭
2026-09-15 08:26:40
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pineal :
ወደ ዕብራውያን 10:23
"ተስፋን የሰጠው የታመነ ነውና
2026-09-15 09:43:52
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ABDUSE :
በገነት concept ተስፋ መሰነቅ በልጅነት በከረሜላ ከምንታለለው የተለየ ነገር የለውም ፤ በገሀነምም ፍርሀት ስርአት መያዝ ጆሮ ቆራጩንም ፈርቶ ቤተሰብ ማስቸገር ማቆምም ምንም ለውጥ የላቸውም ። both are control systems
2026-09-15 11:13:04
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Tewodros Ephrem :
መኖርን የመሰለ ድንቅ ነገር የለም(ከነዝባዝንኬው)
2026-09-15 09:38:35
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Mighty@5D :
consciousness is a curse for the the unconscious, enjoy it 👍
2026-09-16 03:47:52
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jojo :
አስቢው ስራ ለሌለው ሰው ደሞ[Crying]
2026-09-15 09:41:46
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paul :
Survival is the fittest
just survive 💪🏻
2026-09-15 12:56:39
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K Mak👷♂️ :
this is life.. kind of hiking.. keep fighting lubo![Heartwarming] we are on the same lane😂😂😂
2026-09-15 13:40:45
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Bilal :
you explaind my thinking keep going my dear but we have another day tomorow beter than today
i love your honesty betsega at some point hulachenem edeza feel enaregalen even begeta bet honen i totally understand you gn and nger edatreshi yhe eyalefshbet yalew nger is seasonal so mabkiyaw lay dersesh adelem ena yhem yalfal ahun yaleshm meredat ena hasab yekeyeral it is good rasshn endi lekek argesh ngerochn lemayet memokersh but be careful out there. whenever your soul wants to wede egziyabher memeles pls pls do not ashamed menm yahel beterki he can handle this he will forgive you no matter what. still he is your faithful father and you are his beloved daughter ❤️
2026-09-15 09:45:06
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