@i_dont_know_anymore002:

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One more day, one more day I promise you it has to get worse before I can get better. It may never get better, but you know what you can do? You can make it better stop worrying about the past stop wondering about the future you wanna know why people tell you to live in the present you should always do that but you shouldn’t worry about the past and wonder about the future because guess what what’s in the past already happened? You can’t fix what happened then and what’s in the future is whatever you want it to be you make your own future. No one else is riding your story but you I know people tell you this a lot, but trust me what I say. No one can write your story but you the second you put that pen down is the second life starts to get shitty again so you pick it back up and you start writing and don’t stop writing you’re just right and right until your hand hurts you write your future you write your present and if someone is rude or if your thoughts get loud again, then you pick up your notebook and you write every single thought you have every single one until you can’t write anymore and you keep that notebook and once that notebook is completely filled, you burn it without even looking at it keep a lock on it. If you have to don’t look at what you wrote don’t put time stamps on them. Don’t even write your name. The second that book is filled Burnet and when you’re writing, don’t go back to see if you wrote something correctly or if you miss the word, you just write everything you’re feeling in every thought you have and once that page is full, you never look at again never ever again.