@luciaarppp: I haven’t made you a paragraph in forever so I really want to make one and idk how this will go but I promise im trying my best every relationship is not perfect at all. I never ever expected us to be absolutely perfect. we are allowed to fight. we are allowed to get angry. we are allowed to get upset. but we are not allowed to just leave. i put my all into you and us so im sorry it hasn’t been seeming like it. im just struggling right now and its really hard not being able to talk to you about it so im sorry i get upset when we do get to talk. i am so proud of you jace. im so proud of everything you have accomplished. im so happy you love playing football and i get so happy when you talk to me about it. im happy you get to experience so much stuff that brings you joy because you deserve the world. there was a point in time where i was so worried about you. i always worry about you even if you’re doing perfectly okay. I know i seem like a needy person and overly jealous but im so scared one day you’ll leave and get sick of me. i remember when we were fighting and you told me you are never leaving and im stuck with you forever. i really hope that’s true. in 2 weeks we can say we’ve been together for 2 months. 2 whole months jace. i know we’ve fought and i know there’s been issues but they are never our faults the first time was a miscommunication with a friend and the second time was because of a liar not everyone will always be happy we’re together but all that matters is that we are happy you make me feel safe Jace and I’ve been so worried about you and us im trying my best and im sorry if that’s not enough i will always and i mean always love you I’ll always love your stickers even if it seems like they annoy me but they make me happy because they make you happy I’ll always love making you blush I’ll always love our conversations about Weston and all of your other siblings I’ll always love learning things about you im still learning how to be a good girlfriend but i promise I’ll get better and do better you don’t understand how much you’ve done for me when we first met i didn’t have any self worth and I thought no one would ever truly love me you make me feel so loved when we talk when i was upset you sent me episodes of bluey to make me feel better the episodes themselves didn’t make me feel better but knowing you were trying your best to make me happy did I just don’t want to lose you jace no matter what i still hope that I’ll be the only one to call you a ding dong I love you and im sorry this was kinda long and there’s more i could say but it would be to long @🕷️🕷️ .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. #imtrying #iloveyou #boyfriend #Love
