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Zellma+•+ :
I believe in him. I’d say I’m a lukewarm catholic. However, despite the wisdom he gave me- partially understand why he does what he does and the common questions people ask, it doesn’t get you any closer to God. My main problem is love. Before I knew love, it was warped with coercion, lust, manipulation done by another human being. And love is everything when it comes to God (including faith). I can’t love without wanting a relationship, wanting to marry, wanting to do couple-things and…… he’s Holy. I stay away from his word because when someone says they love me, I can’t separate from love and holy love. I reject it. How do I cross to what seems to be the only way to the other side. I look around at other Christians and Catholics and they all have it, they are able to. I don’t want to lack it. It’s so essential but it’s ruined. How can I go to God with this issue when he loves me? When I can’t hear it? Where I will sully everything. I can’t read his word because it says it. Yet I know he’s there. I see the small miracles and it distraught me more.
2026-10-29 09:43:18
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Khloeee :
No bro I believe in him but I don’t understand him
2026-10-27 23:14:25
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𝓫𝓵𝓪𝓭𝓮𝓮 👻🎃 :
I wanna believe so bad. I feel at peace when I pray. but his rule I can’t follow.
2026-10-28 05:17:53
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avo :
being agnostic in a religious family..
2026-10-28 18:44:14
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𑣲。 𝗓𝖾𝗅𝗂𝖾 !! 🍥 :
i dont believe but i do pray every once in a while just in case
2026-10-28 10:52:14
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𝓪 🐈⬛ :
i wanna believe in him so bad but its so hard to.
2026-10-28 08:57:19
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𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵. :
Prayed for the last time on the bathroom floor
2026-10-28 04:44:20
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Toriiii :
One day a little girl prayed unaware she would never again.
2026-10-29 01:46:45
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ᴋᴀɪʟᴇᴇ ʙᴇɪʙᴇʀ :
Stopped being Christian because every time I prayed (every single midnight and night) I prayed him to change the fact I was gay and I even tried to be homophobic trying to make myself straight it he DID NOT HELP I was close to committing the same night I had a panic attack because I lost faith in god then reserched and welp figured out agnostic atheism was a thing
2026-10-28 05:44:52
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⃟ :
now i’m spiritual and do craft.
2026-10-28 01:16:01
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Lola :
I go back and forth i hate it so much
2026-10-29 01:36:33
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?????????? :
I believe, but I don’t, but I do. I can’t accept some of what he does. I’ve reworked the entire Bible to fit my moral beliefs, and I feel like that just can’t be a way of living.
2026-10-29 01:51:09
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️ :
As a not very Baptist person you don’t need to follow every rule in the book you just need to believe in your heart that’s it, believing in god doesn’t come with terms and conditions it’s solely your relationship with him nothing else and nothing more
2026-10-28 21:57:57
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sick..static :
I went from Christian to agnostic to maybe atheist. I think there’s something out there it’s just I can’t make myself believe a “god” could exist. Like how can such a good “god” treat his people like that. I’ve tried so hard but I can’t
2026-10-28 20:57:16
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MAY ‧₊˚♡ :
My “Lord, I no longer believe” moment was watching my parents and law enforcements side with the man that assaulted me, after I prayed and prayed for him to be punished. I couldn’t accept the fact that any “all knowing, all loving” deity would watch a little girl suffer, even if he is real, I would never worship him.
2026-10-28 18:47:22
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AnAuddieInABlender!🫰🏻 :
I believe but I don't worship yk?
2026-10-28 14:59:06
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BartyBee :
Like I know he’s real I just can’t make excuses for his actions anymore, maybe that makes me a fool, so a fool I will die.
2026-10-28 14:57:24
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Lil Jim Bob :
I wanna believe in him but what he says just doesn’t make sense to me
2026-10-28 04:29:20
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Alyssa 🪷 :
He’s always waiting for you 🩷 if you ever want to return
2026-09-16 03:19:18
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𝓔𝓶𝓲( ⊃🌹⊂ ) :
I love him but he thinks women shouldnt love woman men shouldn't live men but I love a woman I am a woman
2026-10-28 19:32:38
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~𝔲𝔫ᴋ🅽o͟ᗯ𝓷_🄻ℴ𝒗3𝕣~ :
How i sounded turning atheist/satanist
2026-10-28 03:15:06
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David :
Im an atheist 🫶🏼
2026-10-28 19:51:10
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.margaux.the.best.2. :
ok I believe in god but I’m so confused I have so many questions
2026-10-28 14:17:11
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𝓢!𝓐𝓣𝓓 :
my “Lord i no longer believe” moment was when my dad told me he didn’t believe me when i told him i got sa’d. he only cared that i was smoking to cope with the fact that i did. ever since then ive been struggling with the fact that theres a god or anything at all out there that can put people on this world that just wont help someone whos clearly crying out for help or who would put someone in that situation to begin with because it happened with someone i went to church with.
2026-10-28 19:23:04
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☆~Anne~•☆with•~an•~E~♡ :
I dont believe in god... but I do believe if there is a good she is the air we breath and the trees. she is the rivers and animals
2026-10-28 08:33:36
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