@bluevervee: part (2) college ver :) wdym, i actually survived my first year just like that? when i finally got my card and saw my grades—an 85 and an 84 GWA—it honestly made me pause for a while. i know i passed, and i know i made it through my first year, but a part of me still feels like i didn’t do enough. i can’t help but think that i could’ve done better, worked harder, and pushed myself a little more. wdym, i’ve always wanted to be on the Dean’s List, only to realize that maybe i’m still not there yet? seeing my grades made me realize how much i wanted to achieve that, and honestly, it’s a little painful knowing that my current results aren’t where i hoped they would be. but at the same time, i don’t want to invalidate everything i did just because i didn’t reach the goal i had in mind. an 85 and an 84 may not be the grades i dreamed of, but they are still proof that i survived my first year. behind those numbers are the late nights, deadlines, exhaustion, pressure, doubts, and all the times i still chose to keep going even when i felt like i wasn’t doing enough. maybe i didn’t get the recognition i wanted this time. maybe i’m not on the Dean’s List yet. but that doesn’t mean i’m incapable of getting there someday. first year taught me that sometimes, surviving is already an achievement. i may not be completely satisfied with where i am right now, but i’m proud that i made it this far. i’ll take this as a reminder to do better, learn from where i fell short, and keep working toward the version of myself i know i can become. #fyp #wattpad #acads #reintold

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