Jomama :
Actually I would have to say for me, no. Thats because those relationships were already strained from chronic drug use, mistrust & a long line of violated boundaries.They were all kind of a last-ditch efforts but none of them lasted or stayed. I have had this experience with almost all of the men in the history of my focdup relationships. So i can only share from the lens of already being focdup & being in disfunctional, toxic, unhealthy relationships. Not to mention i have been diagnosed with BPD & CPTSD, due to just about every abuse a person can be exposed to as a child. Sorry to be so graphic, just being truthful.
HOWEVER, I CAN SHARE A GREAT EXPERIENCE - MY DAUGHTER & HER BOYFRIEND! THEY HAD ALL OF THAT!All of the good shit. i love her & im happy bit im secretely a little jealous cuzi gave nobody. Thats because shes way more awesome than me & wasnt all FUCKED UP FROM THE DAY SHE WAY BORN.
Ketamine is helping me BAAARELYYY... im on month 3 but only as a last resort option before i sail away to Africa on the back of a cargoship(cheaper than a cruise, not sure anyone takes a cruise to the shitty parts of africa) & get off near the West Congo & go off in the jungle in search of the iboga shrub, also known as ibogaine. That's the last thing left for me, the last hope, probably. Because NOTHING HAS WORKED MY ENTIRE LIFE & I HAVE NOBODY TO TALK TO & IF I DIED TOMORROW, NOBODY WOULD GIVE A FUCK. Sad but true, but hey, this is a great post for September, the Suicide Awareness/Prevention Month! (Which makes NO sense to me. Is somebody being made aware about people who do it? Or are the Powers That Be telling people, Hey, if youre thinking about it, this is the month so WRAP IT UP, B! Hurry up, get that shit out of the way so you dont piss all over everybody's Halloween!😜😈 BWAHAHAHAAHA!😅 I bet somebody bans this post or gets butthurt, but whatever who gives a fuck its only death. We all gonna do it. Get over it. Also No, I'M NOT GONNA KILL MYSELF! That's exactly what i told Lakeview a month ago when i got baker acted. Lakeview is the loony bin in Pensacola. I have way too much suffering left to do.
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2026-09-17 10:53:09