thatgirlx :
I try to have hope, have faith, but I mean I was the one broken up with, for no real reason mind you, and I regretfully was the only one who ever spoke to him first afterward, only a few different times. I stopped going to church, I stopped hanging out with the friend group WE shared, I stopped talking so some friends, I moved 2.5 hours away, and I have a lot going for me I guess, yet I am completely alone and I still feel like I’m the loser who still can’t let go of someone who hurt me and doesn’t care. He has his friends, a good job, a nice car, and even works out routinely. I’ve been struggling in most areas that’s he’s thriving in, why did I deserve all this? He really ruined my future and now I am too scared to talk to anyone and let anyone in. He is my biggest enemy, yet my biggest love.
2026-09-18 04:46:18