KundaliniRisen :
After struggling in the Maya last year, attempting to hold it together for myself and little fur family, I was chewed up and spit out of it, I ended up in the Desert living in a tent in the desert here in Arizona in December of last year. I hit the bottom and gave it over to God, the beginning of the year I came out of the desert a different man, fully encompassing the Wu Wei, it has helped me just as you described, I am incredibly grateful for letting go of that, I am still working on other aspects of giving it over but I am getting there, and it's as you say, it's hard surrending.
Most people around me are confused by my choices, I look unambitious, lazy, no direction, a minimalist and am Nomadic now, the world sees me as very confused lol
One good thing comes from it though, most women are not attracted to me for those qualities, I am grateful on how I do not need to waste energy on all those women that are wrong for me, it weeds them all out freeing up my time to enjoy life without Matrix insanity playing out all around me.
2026-09-17 12:22:12