Yuzuki. :
hi baby :) well, not totally my baby anymore HAHAHA :(( i miss you. i miss you more than i’d like to admit, actually. i miss calling you after school, hearing your voice, telling you random things about my day, and just knowing that i had someone to come home to. it’s kinda crazy how someone who used to be such a big part of my everyday life can suddenly become someone i’m not supposed to talk to anymore. sometimes i still catch myself wanting to tell you something funny that happened or something random that i know you’d probably react to, then i remember na wala na pala tayo. and yeah, it still hurts. i still think about you, our memories, our stupid little moments, and all the things we used to do together. i know i messed up a lot when we were together, and i wish i knew then what i know now. i wish i was better when i still had the chance, but i guess that’s one of the biggest lessons i had to learn from us. i’m still thankful for those six months though, even if the ending hurt like hell. i’ll always be grateful that, for a while, i got to call you mine and you got to be my favorite person. i don’t know if you ever think about me anymore, and maybe you really did forget about me already, but i hope you’re doing okay. i hope you get everything you used to tell me you wanted, and i’ll always be proud of you even if i’m no longer there to see it. i won’t disturb your peace, i promise. i just wanted to put this somewhere because i miss you, and maybe a part of me always will. if i could choose again in another lifetime, i think i’d still choose you. but for this lifetime, i guess i’ll just have to learn how to be okay without you. :)
2026-09-24 16:11:42