@janaandalonzo: The worst 5 minutes of my life. A few minutes ago, Zozo’s trache suddenly came out. I still don’t know if he pulled it out or coughed it out I just knew I had to MOVE. No time to cry. No time to overthink. I grabbed every supply I needed and did what I’ve learned to do for my son. My hands were moving, but inside, I was terrified. And now that everything has settled, saka ko lang naramdaman lahat. The shaking. The fear. The what ifs. Being a special needs mom has taught me that sometimes, you don’t realize how strong you are because you simply don’t have a choice in the moment. Your child needs you, so you become what they need. Tonight, my heart was panicking… but my mom instinct took over. 😭 Five minutes I never want to experience again. 🫣💙