Yatim piatu, bongsu. Dijaga grandparents since baby. I had 2 brothers. 1st bro become aggressive after grandpa passed. Tha house becomes as hell. 2nd brother tk pernah balik since grandma meninggal. Tertanya, tak ingin tahu kah keadaan adik mu sekarang? Sometimes my child memory sampai di pikiran tiba2. Few years ago, I hate that house. I lebih suka stay sekolah lama2 petang baru balik. Padahal tkde ape2 pun. Telinga keep dengar bunyi bising. Bergaduh, tinggi suara, barang pecah. Sometimes kena pukul dgn oncle or onty atas kesalahan yg bukan dari i. I still teringat scene pisau tu tertancap dekat pintu dilempar betol2 sebelah muka i. Sometimes juga after school, i balik rumah bnyk barang i dirosakkan. Time start sekolah menengah la i keep utk stay lama dari balik awal. Balik rumah, guitar i pecah, novel i koyak. Ebook i time sekolah rendah terbelah dua. I tk tahu nk rasa apa as adults time tu, tapi.. lillah taala i ckp. Hati i berdendam giler. Tapi i kena keep pendam. Sbb i tahu, i tkkan menang. That the reason why i suka stay dlm bilik. Biarpun seharian tak keluar, org ckp tak bergaul. But that me. Cara i comfort. Maybe. Hmm macam jauh je yapping. Hehe
2026-09-19 07:17:27
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حُسْنَى سَازَالِي :
masing2 hidup ada ujian, jgn tgk orang lebih kena tgk orang lagi susah baru ada rasa syukur
2026-09-20 05:44:12
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Aliaramalin :
Omg 😌
2026-09-20 05:15:21
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꙳ :
2026-09-20 02:24:14
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نرل~ينتان :
Semoga kuat selalu awak
2026-09-19 07:59:13
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نرل~ينتان :
Izin saya save
2026-09-19 07:59:24
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