@kawaii.chani: @￴ ￴￴ bella banana 😳 ok paragraph time. my sweet bella. you don't know how much you've helped me and made me see a light at the end of a seemingly endless tunnel. I used to see no point in anything or anyone, I used to cry and cry endlessly until you came into my life. Ever since you've came into my life everything has been easier because I now had someone to call my best friend. every argument I get in with my dad I just think to myself "it all doesn't matter because bella will always listen to me". with bpd its hard to differentiate love from obsession and I know that I love you, truly. I let you take the space I wouldn't let others take. With obsession I want them to only love me and to never leave me or never leave me on seen or just anything that has to do with not talking and validating me 24/7. but with you it's different. I get happy when I see you talk to your other friends and I'm happy that you take space for yourself. I don't get this feeling of anger towards you that I do whenever someone disagrees with me. You are so special to me bella. Everyday seems like a drag and I just want everyone to die but when I see your active or when you text me all my anger seems to fade away. I don't know how to explain it but its a sense of comfort that I get whenever we talk. anyway, I'm honored to call you my best friend. Even if I'm not yours. But I love you so much bella #kiiikiii #jiyu #haum #fyp #bestfriend

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