im 24. been doing drugs since i been around 12. now I cant smoke weed wihtout geting panic attacks. I already stop pills and powder. now no weed. buuut as we all know. what am i? A dumb sinner! so I am now drinking. I am scared to be sober. but I made my mind up to stop sunday/monday! I need to stop being scared of God. why am I so scared to feel? I have come faaar in my mind set last years. but now last weeks now I really want to change! and I know I have to let God controll it. but also I want to be my own God. I want to controll, worry, and do my own willing. im scared to die now. even tho i been suicidal for so long I cant remember. I am scared to die now becuse i know I have not done my best. I really hope I make it! I wsnt to get fully sober and learn to love the hatefull me. the sad me. the angry me. the lovefull me. I dont want God in q box. I want God here all the time. but I am a sinner and i hate myself for it. i am scared to go to hell. becuse I know what I have done wrong
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Princess :
Right I’m warm
2026-10-06 03:42:36
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qpryandb211 :
I made this for this video
2026-09-19 03:27:46
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user4320384886168 :
Amen
2026-09-19 05:18:27
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kingvon :
Amen
2026-09-19 12:17:02
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dytduwqk4tgc :
amen🙏💯
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