@all_panik_no_disko: I spent so much time carrying the complicated reality that I loved Steve so much, and eventually had to protect myself from what his addiction was doing. #addicted #addiction #addictionrecovery #widow #memories

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KAITLIN KNOWS :

Miss you girl! Love you.

2026-09-20 21:55:22

The Party Moose Co. :

The juxtaposition is jarring between this person and the addict. I spend so much time wondering how my husband could be SUCH a good, caring person, with goals, with so much love to give, but then co-exist inside a body and mind with the reckless addict. I see Steve was the same. It's heartbreaking and worldshattering ❤️‍🩹

2026-09-20 10:03:34

today12347 :

🥺 Man that’s hard girl! I’m glad you have this video . If anything it keeps his memory alive and you can use it for educational purposes and awareness ❤️

2026-09-20 21:36:42

Jules :

Awww that breaks my heart. But I feel like watching this now, there is a reason, he’s sending you a message for right now. ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

2026-09-20 12:51:13

Kelou77🇨🇦 :

❤️

2026-09-20 18:04:46

LewDiamonds :

💔

2026-09-21 17:25:26

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