ꀤMmd :
yeah it's difficult, but I guess you gotta do it, let go, ik you love her/him but if they don't love you back, you gotta do it, for your own sake, idk I'm working on it myself, the let go thing, but idk we keep stalk eachother, but I do it more, maybe I can't let go, man wtf is going on with me, but idk she messaged me a week ago I guess, and said some serious things, but she said she's drunk or somth, idk, maybe she tough about it, so when she was drunk, she did it and she talked about it, but 2 days later she said she doesn't know why she messaged me that night, it's so complicated idk, but ik it's just me, it's one way, I guess this is what it's called, one way, anyways, it can't happen yk, i live in a different city, she's so far from me, and um I'm not her type so, I guess I gotta let go, right? idk, I'm getting crazy, but why she keeps seeing my daily channel, my reposts, why, she feels guilty for hurting my feelings? what feeling man, a man doesn't have feelings, specially in Iran, fudge, this is beyond overthink, but why, she acts like she doesn't give a fudge about me, but she messaged and wanted to know how I am, she says she doesn't love me and she messaged me saying that she loves me and feels bad for me, but that was drunk words so, not real ha? and now I check her channel everyday again, I thought she forgot me, until that night, now I'm iny first place, idk what is going to happen next, I'll reply this one for update, to see where I was. thanks for reading if there's someone reading this.
2026-09-22 21:26:29