@ashh.grayy_: its been a very long week. +& we've barely even begun 🥴 I really have been taking things day by day. some days, I know - I look like superwoman 🦸‍♀️ others, im more like ... a sloth 🦥- but either way, I find the strength to make it through. feeling feelings i hoped to never again feel is rough, to say the least. I want to cry. I want to scream. I want to drop to my knees and beg God to take back this sick joke he has to be playing on me... I know if he were still here, my dad would be telling me to trust God , not question- and I REALLY am trying to. but fuuuuuuuugg... this was NOT a part of my plan 😭 ill keep taking on life on life's terms bc...well thats the only choice ive really got 🥲 going to try to spend the rest of Sunday as relaxingly as possible before an early start tomorrow 💋 😘 #matsaveslives #recoveroutloud💜 #trusttheprocess #addictionrecovery #recoverytok

ashh grayy♡

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Monday 21 September 2026 01:06:48 GMT