David 6298 :
I just wanna be message ever leave a video. I wanna ask what I’m going through. My wife’s passed away in 2020 of kidney failure. I age 45 and now what in 2026? I don’t feel the same. You know, I mean, I pray and I and I talk to God and Jesus Mary and I told mom, I tried talking to her, but ain’t same anymore like her body came up and in August and then our wedding anniversary was September 20. Do you know what? I don’t feel anything. No emotion, no feeling. I don’t have anything in person my room anymore. I put an old memorial thing in the living room, not even picture, nothing. I don’t want anything of her in my room. She’s not physical with me anymore, and if you say we married or if we just know each other, that’s, you know, I mean, there could be love, but it’s different and you can’t see and hear them. I don’t have to get like you guys, you know, when you don’t know what to believe because maybe they film around what the dream they coming, no coming all the time, and you do. I do tell her what I feel. I don’t care for sort of bad, but something to say I’m gonna say it, you know, and then explain things why it go that way you see, because I won’t be cute for my cancer. I’m 63 years old and things I deal with in my life, you know, and they really there, not really anymore, and family her mom, I’m closer mom, my son, our son, you know, he’s 28 but how I feel about it’s different. I don’t care about a brother or sister or whatever they feel. I don’t go to the cemetery. I don’t think I’m putting flowers. I don’t put anything. It’s just not there. It’s just, you know, I didn’t like, it was not like when they were here. I don’t wanna be with her right. I wanna live. I wanna enjoy life. I wanna date again. That’s how I feel. I had a patch to patch, I’m going with present now, but I feel I’d be stronger. I had to do whatever made me stronger if I be bitch, probably moody or tough in a way, because that’s what they want. I know my mom and dad want that and her anybody, you know, but she was free to was buried in next to dad’s cemetery, but I don’t know, maybe you can explain things more since what people know, I do reckon you guys never help me with anything, no free
2026-10-01 22:42:07