luh_kyl3 on ig :
Pandemic days I had this internet love and it lasts for 2 years. I am from Bicol and he's from General Santos, literal na Visayas ang pagitan. We haven't met each other up until now. I thought I couldn't make it, kala ko di ako makakausad. Everything fell apart kasi nung sya na ang umayaw. I begged multiple times coz I feel like di ko kaya but him telling me na "tama na kasi this time makikinig na ako kila mama at kila (his friends)". Sobrang sakit— It was the first time na naka feel ako ng selos nung after a month may na flex na agad syang love nya. That girl is so pretty, she's talented and mostly she's church girl hahahaj something that I am not into about way back then.
So when I saw him na he's happy with her and sa takot kung isipin nya na di ako maka move on dahil wala akong kausap or anything. Pumayag akong magpaligaw, nilegal ko ang taong to at naging kami for after 4 months (something na di ko ginagawa kasi nagpapaligaw talaga ako ng mahabang panahon). It's just my pride and ego. Then, we've been in a relationship for 3 months, loob non he cheated on me, he makes every red flags a man can do and that sucks bruhh. I never entertained someone in our town, but because of this fucking pride and ego my life became more miserable hahahaha.
I am single for 4 years now and the realizations, It's just fine to not know someone after a breakup, it's okay to feel the pain. Ppl will just literally come and go unto our life. It's either a lesson or a blessing. Yung nangyare lang sa'kin is something na mahirap ipaliwanag, bcoz the last rs had worse. I'm completely a man hater now and I hope one day, some day? I am able to meet someone that is capable in reciprocating the things that I am giving. I hope someday, someone's gonna love me the way I always wanted to, the way I deserve.
2026-09-23 00:15:25