Ella1975 :
PART 1
The hardest part for me is that until just a few weeks ago, everything still seemed fine to me. When I look back now, I find it incredibly difficult to understand how things could have gotten to this point at all.
We were together for 23 years, 16 of those years married. Our story began with love at first sight. He was my husband, my best friend, and my soulmate. He is a LIBRA, I am a CANCER – and our connection was not simply a feeling. We were one. I was him, and he was me. We built our life together over 23 years and came to know each other deeply over all those decades.
Of course, things were not perfect. I had gained a significant amount of weight over the previous year. At the same time, I had been dealing with serious health problems and, for eleven months, had been unable to swallow for no apparent reason and therefore could barely eat, or sometimes could not eat at all. I was often tired, stressed, drained, and exhausted. As a result, I was frequently frustrated, in a bad mood, and irritable, and this repeatedly led to disagreements between us.
But despite this difficult period, our relationship was still filled with love, closeness, and connection. We were still having sex regularly, cuddling every day, and we could hardly sit together on the sofa without our hands or toes touching. We laughed together every single day.
And that is why it is still so difficult for me to understand how everything could have fallen apart in such a short period of time.
2026-09-23 12:57:11