fz03 :
my FA ex (girl) texted me: hey, I know you’re enjoying your peace and the time you can spend with yourself, and the last thing I want is to take that away from you or put you under pressure to reply to me.
I thought for a long time about whether I should reach out here one more time or simply leave things as they are.
I decided to write because there are some things on my heart that I want to tell you.
I reached out because this here is very important to me and, above all, because you are very important to me.
But I’m also aware that whatever happens next can’t come only from my side.
I opened the door, but I can’t be the one who walks through it for both of us.
I’ve thought a lot about what there was between us.
I wish I had talked to you back then instead of running away.
For my part, I want to apologize to you from the bottom of my heart.
Despite everything that happened and despite everything that has changed, one thing has remained: you still have a special place in my heart.
There are many things from my side that I wish you would understand, just as I would like to understand yours.
I don’t know what you think about it or what you feel, but I also don’t want to imagine an answer from you; I’ve learned from that.
At the same time, I also know that I can’t force anything that isn’t in my hands.
I can be honest with you now and tell you what is in my heart, and everything else,
is up to you.
If at some point you want to talk to me, my door is open to you, Fatlind.
Oh, and Fatlind, I hope you’re doing well and that BM is going well too.
Even though I’m not there during those important moments to support you, I’m still proud of you.
No matter what you decide or how it is written for us, I will always appreciate what we had and how much it meant to me, or how much you meant to me.
The fact that everything is different between us now doesn’t change that for me.
More than anything else, and the reason for this message, is that I want you to know that there is still so much love for you in my heart.
I’ve said what I feel, what I wish for, and how much it means to me.
For anything further, it takes two people.
Love you very much,
your Lona
2026-09-22 20:56:25