@nnnjcih: muli ending x secret verse #relapse #muli #fyp #spotifymix #overlap @ace banzuelo ⟡

idk :

lasang "how do i unlove someone i once dreamed of marrying?, how can i let go the person i once imagined spending forever with? the one i used to pray for, plan a future with, and see in every version of my tomorrow. it’s hard, because loving you was never just about the present, it was about every dream i built around us, i pictured a life with you in the smallest and biggest ways. i imagined birthdays, quiet nights, silly arguments, growing old together. i held onto those dreams like they were real, like they were already ours, and now i’m left trying to unlove not just you, but the future i thought we would have, that’s the hardest part. losing you is one thing, but losing the life i imagined with you feels like grieving something that never even got the chance to exist. i don’t know how to stop loving someone who once felt like home. i don’t know how to teach my heart to forget the person it chose so deeply, but maybe unloving you doesn’t happen all at once. maybe it happens slowly, in the quiet moments when i choose to keep going even without you. maybe one day, your name will no longer ache the way it does now. for now, all i know is, i loved you enough to imagine forever, and now i have to learn how to live with forever no longer including you."

cid. :

Mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you.

den.den :

walang uusad buseng?

.🦈. :

yes, mali ko. kaya iniwan niya ako dahil sa ugali ko, I did it so easily, but I do love him everyday, some times I realised my mistakes, I abusing him beside me. that's why he left me. I rarely hate this day!😭😭

skibidiebaddieboo :

you make me stupid, I wasted my time for you! ako yung nandito pero ex mo parin hanap hanap mo.

Dharven MNL :

kanino na?

it's umo :

"what's the point of yearning for someone who already inloved with someone else?"

maxii :

i tried moving on, but it failed because a part of me still loves her. no matter how much i try to let go, my heart keeps finding its way back to her. maybe i can move forward, but i still can’t stop loving her. btw, it's been a exactly two years now.

kenyyy :

imy gng ☹️

d :

amoy, "pinalaya kita kahit mahirap sakin but not because i let you go i don't love you anymore, if it's not you then wag na lang." hwhjajshaha

￴ :

masakit na nga mas pinasakit pa, barang ka sis

️ :

7 yrs HAHAHAHHAHWHA umaasa parin kahit malabo na talaga

່ :

masakit na nga secret verse, pinagsama mo pa

COOL • Lachowski :

woahh

Cleford :

kanino na?

Cian :

"taimtim ang pag-ibig 'di sang-ayon ang paligid"

𝙆𝙚𝙣𝙦_ :

miss kona longganisa seller kong taga tondo

liee. :

aray kopoo😔

_xyainz :

NZ LO RE🇵🇭🇨🇦 :

HAHAHAHAHA

hail :

1st

... :

2 days no contact

ryu.august :

juskoooooo parang awa niyo na 😔

￴ :

anh sarap pakinggan, nakaka tanggal ng stress