lucid.livin
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Beeebs :
I remember the day my dad pulled me up the stairs by my ear, I felt like it detached from my head. Two flights of stairs and threw me into bed and left me there. I was 10. I sat in my bed and I knew that was it- it changed how I saw him for the rest of my life. All I did was trip on his gaming controller wire while I was playing with the dog, it got disconnected. My son did the same to me a few years ago, while I was playing with his sister. I told him to be careful while he was running around, I got up and I went to the bathroom and cried. Not because of the game, or the controller, because in that moment I realised how I couldn’t ever hurt the little boy I love so much the way my father hurt me. You’ll never understand why he did the things he did to you, you’ll never get a reason or closure that matters, because you would never do something like that. You’re not the man he is.
2026-09-23 17:21:32
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merrybimbox2 :
i kicked my dad out of his rental car a couple of years ago for drunkenly bucking up at my sister and i while i was driving a on a resort beach road. he walked miles back to the rental. i booked a flight home for the next day, ubered an hour to the airport, cashapp requested him $400, and haven’t seen him since. will not put up with anything from him i wouldn’t anyone else. i don’t miss feeling so scared.
2026-09-25 19:28:22
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jo :
They never “remember”. Because if they did they’d have to apologize. Hugs honey 🥺🫂
2026-09-23 14:54:35
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CopyAndPace :
Just been watching your videos after the one with your father and I really want to say, as meaningless as it might be, that this random stranger on the internet sees you, and cares about you brother
2026-09-23 15:42:39
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Good time longtime :
I see you. I hear you. Please find a way to help yourself. Self destruction is always the easiest way but not the right way. My DMs are open.
2026-09-24 06:28:54
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emilyann8877 :
I hope you heal and find peace 🫶🏻 I’m so sorry that happened to you.
2026-09-23 14:50:05
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Galen Girl :
I don’t ask my father anything. His reality defies all laws of physics. Talking to him is a waste of my time.
2026-09-23 21:14:33
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✷𝐒 🅰️𝐁 𝐑 𝐈 𝐍🅰️✷ :
My dad said the same thing. He used to write down the miles on my car and If it went past what he thought the distance was from where I said I was going he would grab me by my hair and drag me around the house telling me let’s go let’s go, then he’d push me down and slap me across the face and tell me I’m not grown. Then he’d get into my face sometimes and grab me by my side and twist as tight as he could so I’d fall down so he can “accidentally” kick me in the stomach because I shouldn’t have fell down that close to him. And my mom watched. Said nothing and then she’d cuss me out for “making him upset” then she’d hit me for that.. I cut them off as soon as I was able and moved in with my grandparents and to this day my mom still tries to abuse me verbally as much as she can.
2026-09-23 21:47:26
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Peaches :
Who is Lincoln Bio?
2026-09-24 02:18:02
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masnish95 :
Wow, I’m still shocked how a father can do that! I think I should take my comment back on your other post where I said you should forgive him. I’m still baffled! How. An a father.a parent But how??? You blood dad? My head is spinning
2026-09-24 00:02:06
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💋Steph💋 :
I just want to hug you lucid 🥺
2026-09-24 03:30:52
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PraanK :
I came from where you were broken. You’re beautiful! ❤️
2026-09-24 00:25:40
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Sammyjeanie03 :
😳 I'm sorry you had to go through that. sending so much love your way ♥️
2026-09-23 15:02:37
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my online diary :
You’re an adult now and you don’t need his love you never had it and look you’ve turned out a nice guy 👍🏾. Don’t give him another chance to abandon you again.
2026-09-24 03:34:36
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Ranveer#1983 :
But you are better than him be strong keep going life is beautiful and try to think it’s was a bad dream and u are safe now be happy stay bless ❤️🤗
2026-09-24 15:57:20
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Tori Rose 🌹🧃🐘🦋🦖 :
and then he got to walk all those miles home. full circle moment. keep going lucid.
2026-09-23 15:12:30
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Rurul_vr :
Do you not have a partner? Find you some baddies there are many out there look for love elsewhere fk what he did to you this is sad but there are definitely a lot of love out there
2026-09-24 05:07:28
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𝓗𝓪𝓹𝓹𝔂 :
Oh boy 😭 all I wanna do is give you the biggest hug for everything you’ve been through. You didn’t deserve any of that
2026-09-23 20:22:21
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Kevin :
Bro 😢
2026-09-23 22:56:16
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just.dillon :
I’m so sorry. Mine would say the same because he didn’t physically abuse me. EMDR is working wonders for me. Hang in there! You’re worthy!
2026-09-23 22:06:34
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Alina :
Sending you a huge 🤗 hug 🤗🤗🤗
2026-09-24 06:14:02
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Mary Kathryn :
Sometimes healing asks us to go inward before we can ever truly let something go. Forgiveness isn’t saying what happened was okay. It isn’t forgetting, excusing someone’s behaviour, or even allowing them back into your life. Sometimes forgiveness is simply deciding that you don’t want to carry the pain anymore. And to get there, you have to look underneath the anger. What did this hurt make you believe about yourself? What were you needing that you never received? What part of you is still waiting for an apology, an explanation, or for that person to finally become who you needed them to be? Sometimes the freedom comes when you realize your healing no longer has to depend on them changing. You can love someone and still choose distance. You can forgive someone and still have boundaries. And you can grieve the relationship you wished you had while finally choosing peace for yourself.
2026-09-24 02:29:32
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bellajosepph :
I’m so sorry
2026-09-23 16:48:34
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karend4355 :
You really can’t even call that a father. Because no father that’s a real one would do that.
2026-09-23 19:10:53
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𝓜𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓲🌻 :
I'm so sorry this happened to you 😢 I can relate but it was my mom. I hope you are healing everyday 🙏🏼❤️
2026-09-23 18:58:18
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