Kayla💕 :
I’m really asking for prayer right now because honestly, I’m not okay. I’ve been trying so hard to keep pushing and be strong, but I’m tired. I’ve been carrying so much for so long, and lately it feels like everything has hit me at once.
I’m grieving the loss of my Maw Maw, who was my safe place. I’m also trying to process my MS diagnosis and all the stress that comes with knowing I have an autoimmune disease, trying to get the right treatment, dealing with insurance, and constantly wondering what my health is going to look like moving forward.
And then there’s my heart. I walked away from a 16-year relationship with my children’s father. Sixteen years of memories, love, heartbreak, raising our children, and believing that maybe one day things would finally be what I prayed they would be. Now I’m having to accept that he has already moved on while I’m still trying to put the pieces of myself back together. That part has been extremely painful.
I’m trying to be a mother, take care of my health, work, deal with my finances, grieve my grandmother, and somehow still find the strength to take care of myself. Some days I honestly don’t know where I’m getting the strength from.
So I’m asking God for strength when I feel weak, peace when my mind won’t stop, healing for my body and my heart, provision for my family, and clarity for my future. Please pray over my children, my health, my treatment, my finances, my grief, and my heart. Pray that God helps me let go of what I can’t control and trust Him with what I cannot see.
I don’t need judgment or advice right now. I just genuinely need prayer. I know God hasn’t brought me this far to leave me here. I’m holding onto that, even on the days when it’s hard. 🙏🏽❤️
2026-09-24 00:50:23