@leighchelemusic: Soaking in these firsts for her… and these lasts for me. I didn’t know motherhood had a kind of grief you carry quietly — the kind that shows up when your heart still wants what your body can’t give. It’s holding her close while feeling that empty space where another baby will never be. It’s loving this moment so fiercely it hurts… because you know it’s the end of a chapter you weren’t ready to finish. #motherhood #firstandlast #momanddad