@raeminiscence: im so scared to lose my self again #repost #relatable #girlblogger #xyzbca #ex

xxsonnymachete :

I know it wouldnt mean anytjing to them but what meant so much to me was how badly I wanted to try for them, to change just 4 them, that sliver of hope alongside my fears meant everything 2 me.

veatch🍑 :

relying on someone feels like torture

nana :

is this an avoidant’s way of thinking of love

Ruby :

Oldest daughter core

cia :

But deep inside i want to settle down too

Head Turner :

And is this really a valid reason to treat people who genuinely love you like shit? I’ve seen avoidants say this so many times, as if they never consider the other person’s feelings. It’s like it’s always about them, and honestly, that’s selfish as fuck.

reinn :

@veatch🍑:relying on someone feels like torture

💲tellaaa :

sorry gng

leo :

Scared of the concept of letting my guard down and relying on u that once you’re gone, I’m gonna have to go through the pain of relearning independence once more

elliiot💢 :

But you showed me that there’s nothing to be afraid of.

🦢 :

No I’m so scared cuz Ik I lose myself, I’m so scared of how isolated I was, I lost a whole year, I can’t lose the freedom I have now

ဒူးရင်းသီးချစ်သူ :

I hate when someone becomes the weather of my own mind

HowItFeelsStill :

i want to be loved deeply, i just don't want to become someone who can't function without it

🫧 :

to get used of something and if one day it leaves me i’ll crash down and imagining it looks terrifying

n :

timing is crazy

Ayu :

That’s oddly specific

reynreyngoaway :

eldest daughter core

stefani :

Sam༘♡ :

cineya- :

don't do this to me.

dani :p :

im weak asf i can't handle this

jie :

the timing is crazy, i love how i got independent for so many years that i can feel myself get warnings if someone trying to break my walls (eldest daughter mentality).

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-`𝒜𝒾𝓎𝒶𝒶𝒶´- :

elvdiiinwmpr.☦︎ 🍏 :